Another jobless day

I dreamt that i killed someone last night. Pretty scary for a Sunday night's dream. I was so glad when i opened my eyes this morning and realized that it's was just a dream...so do i hope for my worries.
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Bad day. My wisdom tooth is aching and i'm sick. Had a lil disagreement with him last night and the reason i used the word "disagreement" is because is not even a fight, it's just different opinion over an issue. It does bother me more than a fight, how can we overcome our differences my dear?
Felt degraded for asking some help from others. Not that anyone felt reluctant to help but i'm not familiar with asking help. Furthermore is a big favour i'm requesting. Thanks for landing a helping hand my friends..
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Shared some views with an old friend this afternoon. Sometimes we just need YOU to be here, not all your opinions and advices. Are we too immature to hope for some emotional comfort or romantic gesture? There's no room for me if i don't fit in to your principles? There's always rules and regulations and logic and principles if i did wrong? How about a break for me? I'm getting frust i know, pardon me.

But the thing is, i don't argue with you, cause rules and facts are always right.

Pictures

A few weeks ago someone commented that my blogs are having more words than pictures which is a boring factor. Well, although i don't really agree with it but i suppose i can add in a few pictures in this post. ^_^

3 something in the afternoon,while everyone is working their asses off in their tiny lil cubicle, i'm home goyang kaki reading friend's blog. My dear lichoo's blog is basically a place to review all her makeups kits and her fantasy over more makeup items. She adores MAC, so am i. Is funny to read her fetish over her MAC brush set. =D Another new brand i love, Benefit. Saw one of the items from TV, "Body So Fine", a velvet body balm:


According to Benefit official website, "This flirtatiously scented body balm is pure body seduction. Slip some on to arms, legs, decollete, anywhere you want luminescent luxury. The silky velvet finish is slightly naughty and totally irresistible...its all you will want to wear!

Tips and tricks: The fragrance of white blossoms is like an aphrodisiac!

Now i can't afford to make the purchase, maybe when i get myself a job first. *wink*

Then automitically i click on my firefox bookmarks for Moook's multiply page to see if there's any new pics uploaded by him. My gifted photographer friend. While browsing through the page i was surprised to see our old photos there:

*To the left!*

(Left to right : Yew Ching, me, Moook)

*Olympic poster*

(Left to right: Yew Ching & me)

*Youth*

(Look no further, is me in the pictures)

It was fun the old days when we're close. Now Moook's has arised to a whole new level with his groups of photographer friends and myself, too busy with dance and boyfriend. Guess it needs a lil effort to be back with the good old days.

Moook's Blog : http://www.moook.co.nr/

Finally, feeling a bit gatal to see Moook with his high-end camera and picture perfect blog. Maybe i'll show you a lil of my own work, produced mostly from borrowed-camera. =p

(first piece taken with Moook's camera)

(Brownie taken with my Sony Erricson)

(Sony Erricson again)

(SE again, wonder if this is a nice shot but my niece is just too cute!)

(Chao lang's camera)

(Chao lang's camera again)

(Chao lang's cam...)

Ok i think it has been a rather long post, let's just stop here and let me know what do you think about the pictures! =)

Christmas Postmortem

As i have posted in my previous article, i took some effort to decorate my computer desk with Christmas decos. I love Christmas although i'm not celebrating it because of the religion, it is the love and merry feelings it brings. (Of course the hot chocolate and presents count too) *wink*

This year's Christmas came without warning and under radar. I wasn't surrounded by Christmas songs and there was no planning for Christmas' Eve nor the Christmas day. We decided to take whatever that comes. As usual Kean picked me up after work to his house on Christmas' Eve and the best thing that happened was his mom, aunt Laura and Zen Zi prepared a table full of delicious food! We were so full by the end of the day that we don't even realize the time until it's 12.30am. There's no exchanging gift as i'm broke and Kean is too busy to shop. Hmmm i don't even know if i am disappointed or not..it's just like any other day, which i thought it would have been different...ok i am disappointed but it's ok, i get to spend it with you and only you. *Hugs*

Cream-a-h-o-l-i-c

Ever since i quit my job, i have more time and less money. And because of that i have to utilize all that i have with me now to avoid more spending. I took some times to search around my house for things that i can use during this period. Look what i have found: below is the amount of hand/foot cream that i have, and most of it are still half full. Maaayybbbee i really have a dry-cracked hand? =p

~Christmasu~

Sob what a poor poor Christmas this year (yes, you're going to hear the word "poor" very frequently from me nowadays). Since i have plenty of time at home i decided let's make my room a lil more festive for the coming Christmas.

(A lil deco using my old christmas stuff)

Me and Dancing

I was exhausted when i get home late today. But after i found out what had happened, i have to say something. This is not an angry article nor it is a cover-up, it is just me trying to tell you about dancing. A dear hobby of mine.

To briefly explain the situation, there are some of our society members that has misunderstood what our dance group is representing and are doubtful in what we have got to offer. The first thought that hit me was: Since when dancing is wrong? I do not know in this particular event if the blame was put on the dancers, activity or dance itself. It just doesn't make sense to me, do you? To be frank i was pissed off at first, but to understand the potential of seriousness with this miscommunication, i want to set the record straight.

I am a dancer from Danzity group and i have been with the group since June 2008. Albeit it doesn't seem like a long period i can tell you what i see in this group. We have students of different ages coming to dance practice on time. Parents sending theirs kids to the dance class or even joining themselves. Meetings are conducted frequently to discuss the well being of the group so as for the activities that we conduct. Dancers spend hours of time in the studio for performances (charity purpose or vice versa), i don't see a problem here. Let's talk about the dance and dancers, for example, breakdance. B-boys do not born to know how to do the breakdance. All the back flip or head-spin skill don't just come naturally. They require tons of hardwork. To improve you need to be focus, determined and self-discipline, through their hobby dancers pick up qualities that benefits for a life time, what's wrong with that?


Maybe i shall put it in a much simpler way. We are a group of individual that love dancing and are driven by this passion to improve ourselves. We learn to have fun, to express our feelings through dances and make friends that shares the same hobby. We consider ourselves as athletes and are just about the same with everyone else in sports. We treat our life seriously and work hard to achieve our goal. Nothing is bad about my hobby. Something that is so simple has been complicated in so many ways, why?

The committee and dancers had put in much effort to pull off the activity, with aims (quoted from idance blogspot):

The aim of all our activities remains unchanged ...that is to

· To introduce and promote street dancing as a healthy alternative pastime

to the youth of Penang
· To counter negative vices such as loafing (lepak culture), vandalism,

illegal racing (‘mat rempit’), drug and alcohol abuse
· To be exemplary youth who make a difference in society

that lead a healthy lifestyle.

With prayer our intention shall not be misunderstood again.

Fresco Night Out

Hey to you all out there that miss me tonight....or not. (Not that i really care) Really glad that i brought Fresco(my dog) out for a walk just now cause he seriously need some exercise. Honestly i think my mum thinks that she's feeding a pig instead of a poodle so ended up now we have an obese dog. Poor thing is thrilled the moment he gets into Kean's car, panting heavily out of excitement. In fact, he hasn't been out for quite some times, that's because he's dirty and smelly, which of course is because the owner is too lazy to give him a bath. *grinz*

When we arrive at Kean's house the first thing he saw was Alexis (Kean's Jack Russell), the 2 months old "terrorist" that defeated him last time. He ran towards her not to declare war but to start smelling her butt...eh hmmm Fresco is a big boy now...*wolf wolf!* Alexis was confused for a moment and start biting him on the neck when she realize what he's doing. Fresco seems like he felt nothing, i guess all thanks to the obesity. After dinner we took him and Alexis for a stroll outside the house, boy is he excited, this time i even took off his leash just so he can run freely.

We stopped by aunty Laura's house for some cakes and coffee later at night, she has two poodle of her own, mum Tasha and daugther Dutches. The previous time Fresco meeting with Tasha and Dutches was not very pleasant as they were too excited to have a male guest at home, so were this time. They were smelling Fresco's butt and chasing him everywhere, Fresco seems pretty scared. Funny. At one point Tasha the mother started "humping" Fresco...erm i guess she don't know what she's doing...haha funny shit to watch.

Finally we decided to leave, Fresco seems like he can't wait to get home and have a good rest. However by the time we reach home he wants to play the fetch and give game again. *faint* Well, at least he have his exercise today. =)