My Father

My dad is a piece of work. There, i have said it.
Go to hell.

-Forecast-

My forecast tells me that it's going to be a tough month ahead..uhm ok it's until the end of the year.

Work starts, dancing continues, maintaining relationship...money problem. *gulp* The first few months of salary will be donated to the "debt" fund...then will talk about savings, more savings and after all, i hope there's still penny left for vacation. The worries are getting to me. Oh i forgot to mention, i'll need to get my own car soon enough. Fair enough i've been driving my brother's car for over a year and a half now...time to have my own baby.

Things that i need to do, i got it.

V.O.I.D

A lil tired
A lil disappointed
A lil sad

Like i would never be good enough
It's not about my intention i just did it wrong
all the time?
not sure if i can keep it up with you
i will try my best
for better or worse

growing up..

Random Update

Just came back from KL...tired...muscles pain..but worth it. I think i've learn quite a bit about different dance's basic, like raggae. I like raggae =) I like going to the gymnastic place too, i think i will learn how to do front flip in da future, one step at a time! I shall work hard on my "baby roll" first, lmao. Met some dancers with really cool shoes...i want one too...(maybe not just one) i actually took some pics on those shoes, maye i will upload it when i'm free.
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Now hanging at Kean's house waiting for him to come back....zzz. Playing restauran city and chatting with an ex-colleague, miss her. Hugs. Oh she just left to go mandi. I'm alone again! =(
Wait for my pictures about the cool shoes. ^_^

Lovely Day

What a b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l sunday. =) I love today what a wonderful day because i get to see him, yes, none other than my beloved boyfriend. *Hugs*

Pardon me if you have now vomited out your previous meal but it has been long since i get to spend more than 6 hours a day with him. Mainly because of our different working schedule. He works on the day time and i have dance training and classes on the night. Saturday is my turn taking care of the studio and my classes are from 11am-12pm and 4pm-5pm. Mostly if we could we'll meet up for dinner. Morever my performances usually land on the weekend hence sometimes i can hardly see him in a week. SOB!

Well not today. =) Although i have a performance at Eagle Point church but it was on the morning. Kean fetched me after that for lunch and then we went for a movie. (We haven't step foot in cinema for months!) Simply enjoy spending time together, just being with him. I love today!

Next week i will be going down to KL for around 4 days attending Urban Groove's dance workshop, gonna miss him badly. I hope we can catch up a lil' on Tuesday before i leave...*hugs* sigh

Growing up!

It has been quite a while since the last update..lazy ass me. Well i decided to start blogging again with short articles, brief update is better than none.

Two incidents happened today that teaches me the same lesson, I have to speak up my mind. How ironic it is that after all the Oprah Winfrey shows that i watched discussed about that it never get into my mind when shit happens. I admit i am one of those typical women that avoids confrontation. Well no more. I've decided to make my opinion counts, by saying it OUT LOUD.
Hmmm so many things to learn in so little time, i need to grow up faster. Oh did i forget to mentioned i'm 24 turning 12? Wtf good luck to me.

Another jobless day

I dreamt that i killed someone last night. Pretty scary for a Sunday night's dream. I was so glad when i opened my eyes this morning and realized that it's was just a dream...so do i hope for my worries.
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Bad day. My wisdom tooth is aching and i'm sick. Had a lil disagreement with him last night and the reason i used the word "disagreement" is because is not even a fight, it's just different opinion over an issue. It does bother me more than a fight, how can we overcome our differences my dear?
Felt degraded for asking some help from others. Not that anyone felt reluctant to help but i'm not familiar with asking help. Furthermore is a big favour i'm requesting. Thanks for landing a helping hand my friends..
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Shared some views with an old friend this afternoon. Sometimes we just need YOU to be here, not all your opinions and advices. Are we too immature to hope for some emotional comfort or romantic gesture? There's no room for me if i don't fit in to your principles? There's always rules and regulations and logic and principles if i did wrong? How about a break for me? I'm getting frust i know, pardon me.

But the thing is, i don't argue with you, cause rules and facts are always right.