Say NO to the letter P

Have once again fall back in to the procrastination mode....with all the plans in my head and no action (or whatsoever) execution on hands. Dang.

I am like this whenever i'm overwhelmed by too many tasks/activities. It's time for a come back, seriously. The first step perhaps is to learn to say NO to new assignments before the old ones are completed. Secondly i gotta have to must rest more. I have tried(yeah no kidding) and definitely am more focus on work during daytime.

So far...only manage to come up with these two. Baby steps but better than nothing right?

I do not want to feel 心虚 anymore. Not in this life.

Hi my deserted blog, i'll be back to give you a pat, wait for me.

谁对谁错？

有时候真的觉得争执是无谓的，浪费脑细胞的。

两方面都各执一词， 都认为自己是对的，

赢了又能怎样？

说尽最难听的话

说服朋友们站在你这一边

又很得意吗？

纯属个人意见：

真相不是任何一人说了算

沉默了这些年

本来我也很火大, 一直向朋友诉苦

但话说多了也觉得不好

有人认同 也自然有人质疑

我想

日久见人心

这句话老套得来

非常实用

你

继续维护你的真相吧

我

安守本分准没错

Music and Awkward

Have i mentioned how i love my music at times?

It doesn't happen too often but when the mood hits, i'll plug in the earphones and blast the volume, just nice that it isolates any foreign noise.

When that happens, everything/everyone just slows down. I especially like it when i'm surrounded by people, take it in a mall or while stepping into the office. Sam will be in the zone in her own world observing people from the looking glass.

Say Viva La Vida is playing, the vibe is gonna be so contradicting to the environment in the office, i just.. enjoy contradiction as such. The hair on the back of my neck stands, the heart beats slower than usual and footsteps are easy.

I'm in you're out. My space.

Perhaps in the back of my mind i'm trying to isolate myself from this world, enduring simple elation for being just, different. (Awkward too!) Incredulous to you maybe but i have always known by heart i am special. It can't be put into words nor it's tangible the way me being special. But growing up believing that is awesome. Lolz.

It's ok if you don't have a clue what the hell i'm talking about. I'm suppose to write stuff that only make sense to me here,

NO?

Crazy For You

I think it's the hormone. I haven't felt so low since the epic FB acc deletion.

I was driving home from work the other day stuck in the notorious Friday traffic, not feeling too frustrated, surprisingly. Ipod randomly picked Adele's Crazy For You for a slow evening,

Lately with this state I'm in I can't help myself but spin.

I wish you'd come over,

send me spinning closer to you

I wish someone would make me feel like that again. Crazy. Head over heels sorta crazy. It has been nothing but occasion heart race (non-health related) two years down the road. Nothing permanent.

Rendezvous with Mr.Cocky last week kinda bring down my self-esteem just a lil more. Maybe how he is now and where i am now makes the distance even greater. Not that i am not thrilled to see you but that sms still kinda harsh lol. Hugs i'm glad you're doing great. P/S: you still owe me you know what. >_<

Cluttering

Things you own defines your personality

Well,

I clutter.

unfortunately, that doesn't end at my cubicle. *gloomy*

Mochacinno

A good cup of coffee is all i need to start a brand new day.

*Still throwing punches

=)