I would say days have been better for me lately. With a new job and new environment does help to take my mind off for a while. My mind had came to this state of peacefulness where suffocating moments no longer appear and the momentumn is back. It can be just a disguise form of numbness but i don't really care, as long as i'm fine now.
Say goodbye to the life of anti-social, i'm back people. Eager trying to make up for all the loneliness i felt these few months, i have been proactively taking chances at meeting new people as well as catching up with the old one. It felt good to be on the field again, mingling around helps to build up my shattered confident from scratch. Along the way it seems that my life has got it's purpose and goals again..such funnny emotional ride i am all alive and well now.
Am deifinitely going to make this year a life changing one, i am inspired by so many things and people. For instance, Fred is going to become a cabin crew in Singapore, who would have thought of that? I promised both to him and myself that by the time he came back, i would have done something meaningful that i am proud of. Charity will be part of the plan as my life i have taken a lot for granted, now it will be the time to learn to lay a helping hand. As for the rest, it is still too early to tell, as soon as i have a mind set on something i shall share again.
Sorry i have to tell you that the other night...my fault. Nighty night.
