That's it?

*Uh-hem* apologize for the absence here.

Expenses went sky-high this month with several workshops and jazz exam. Good god i am so broke! Can't wait for the day when all these spending turns into intangible personal improvement. =)

Was feeling a lil lost just now and thank god i went online because then i read Jason Mraz's latest blog - Word F (http://freshnessfactorfivethousand.blogspot.com/2011/02/wtf.html), quoting the first paragraph:

I wasn’t raised on the streets, but I’ve spent enough time in shadowy circles to acquire a taste for the F word. In songs like 10,000 Motherf_ckers,Collapsible Plans, and the most recent live addition You F_ckin’ Did It, the word f_uck finds its way into the melody, intending to mean both urgency and comedy, the latter comforting the former – like a dentist giving you laughing gas before the root canal.

Crack you up didn't he? Lolz. I have always appreciate humor as such...if only there's a true match in real life. Better yet if you can make the music a lil tongue-tight with the guitar.

Imma dream about my dreamboat now. Night peeps.

Age Appropriate This & That

Everyone wishes they'll live up to their age, reputation, expectation. I surely do too but hey i did something stupid again. I am so embarrassed i feel like i should change my identity card to indicate i am only age 13. Wait, 8 maybe.

I have to try harder, like way harder to set things right.

Must i fall into that well of pain again to find my way out? Is that the only way?

Am i too complicated for most you out there?

Now i have YOU at the back of my neck. Please remind me of the once passionate, curious, hopeful self. I do miss her.