Are you LISTENING?

Compares to not communicating at all, i sincerely think it is ruder when you talk to a person but not listening  to what he/she has to say.

Me : Hey i was dancing for this charity event and have been training so hard for it. I felt like we're really making a difference for the society.

Friend : Oh that's great! I was doing this and that for the weekend...bla bla bla...bla bla bla...so what is it all about on the dance thingy that you spent time on? It must be fun being you so happening all the while!

Me : *Note to self : never engage in a serious conversation with this person again*

It does not necessary has to be a serious topic it can goes down to as little thing as repeating the question after someone had answered it previously. It obviously shows that you're not engaging at all into the conversation you're having. Can it be any ruder and inconsiderate? 

I know how i feel:

Ignored

Offended

Sad

Beautiful come back of a procrastinator

Hey check out the date of the last post in this blog - MONDAY, MAY 28, 2012.

WAIT WHAT WHOSE BLOG IS THIS AGAIN??

Ok me. Yes me. Hi i am sam i am a procrastinator.

Part of the many reasons why this blog has been deserted is because i started to write diary again. (Besides being lazy i've admitted that leave me alone!) You know actual writing on real paper that you can hold in your hands. I must admit writing on a blog is way easier because you can press delete button and redo whatever and post pics with just few clicks etc. However i find it too often that my thoughts here are constrained due to concerns of the readers. This is where diary comes in i can write all those "if i tell you i'll have to kill you" secrets in it.

Check out not the basket, not the brown sugar but my red divine diary.

The small checkerbox my favorite kind of paper to write/doodle in. 

Bought some really cute stickers but decided it's NOT MY STYLE after all. Never. WAY TOO CUTE FOR SAM! What is sam's style? Pages and pages of never-ending writing wth.  

(Cute doggie but i'm totally grossed out.)

So now you know how my diary looks like.

Having no time for myself too kills the blog indirectly. Sunday and Monday is the only free time i have in a week. (no training, no jazz class, not kids class, no contemporary class, not aerobics) Add up to that i have a boyfie - who puts up with my crazy schedule so in return i accompany him whenever the free time is. Boyfie works a funny shift it started from 3 noon till 12 midnight so dinner is all we have time for each other on weekdays. Weekends are usually ok if i'm not already exhausted from weekdays activities and those scheduled on saturday. So often weekend is the killer. I swear for a couple of times all i want to do on sunday is to do NOTHING at all. But BUT all these are just ensues of the life i had chosen to live, in conclusion - MY BLOG DIED FOR A GOOD CAUSE wth ahahahahahahha.