Me. Me and Me

I wish there are 3 split images of identical me

Stephanie, Sam and...Siew pak Yeng

Stephanie works like a cow

Sam dance like a maniac

and

Siew Pak Yeng makes time for family and friends

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Stephanie drives the car

Sam choreograph dances

SPY cleans the room

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Stephanie uses the left brain

Sam uses the right brain

SPY follows the heart

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Stephanie communicates, understand, execute

Sam falls in love, empathize

SPY cooks him dinner, maybe dessert too

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Stephanie is all dresses and heals

Sam rock the kicks

SPY...wear any clean clothes she can find

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Stephanie solves tickets

Sam enjoys street photoshooting

SPY make healthy meals

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Stephanie compartmentalize

Sam cries

SPY throw away the tissues

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Stephanie went online to ensure the IDM team took care of the incorrect information

Sam gets into FB to see how many facebookers LIKE her pictures today

SPY will take a bath afterwards

No fucking way, 2010!?

It scares the crap out of me when i mouse over the bottom right corner of my desktop and it indicates 2010 - oh . my . god!

How can a year ends without me noticing and yet turned my world upside down and inside out?
Well i am pretty sure i didn't pass out on it
(kinda wish i did for the later of the year)
but but
i am turning 25 this year! Bloody 25 years-old!
Ok now the exclamation marks are making me dizzy, cut the drama
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I would create an UNLIKE button exclusively for year 2009
Press Ctrl + A and hit Delete
No matter how much i have learned from last year
I wouldn't go all hypocrite and say thanks or hug the rusted year
What? You're saying i am blaming it to the year? Screw you
I say what i want to say HERE - THIS IS MY SPACE MY WAY
I deserve to get insane once in a while to keep myself sane most of the time
I can curse all the way and still have a blast for year 2010!
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You stupid year 2009 i loathe the fact you made me start a whole new year brokenhearted
and persistently haunting me with your sadden memories
The meanest thing you've ever done is to let me be 24 where all mistakes must be handled with perfect sense and sorrows are supposed to left unspoken then compartmentalized
I wrote it all here my melancholy and when i read back it's as if you're rubbing them onto my face mocking me MY WEAKNESS
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Dust in my eyes
Hair on my face
but i am still throwing punches
You better return my confidence before i bite your head down
I swear on my LX3 i would do it!
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Hereby ending the madness
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I come undone, year 2010

Grown Up Christmas List

Do you remember me?
I sat upon your knee
I wrote to you with childhood fantasies
Well, I'm all grown-up now
Can you still help somehow?
I'm not a child, but my heart still can dream
So here's my lifelong wish
My grown-up Christmas list
Not for myself, but for a world in need
No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
Every man would have a friend
That right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown-up Christmas list
What is this illusion called the innocence of youth?
Maybe only in that blind belief can we ever find the truth
No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal our hearts
Every man would have a friend
That right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown-up Christmas list
This is my only lifelong wish
This is my grown-up Christmas list