Sunday, January 10, 2010

No fucking way, 2010!?


It scares the crap out of me when i mouse over the bottom right corner of my desktop and it indicates 2010 - oh . my . god!
How can a year ends without me noticing and yet turned my world upside down and inside out?
Well i am pretty sure i didn't pass out on it
(kinda wish i did for the later of the year)
but but
i am turning 25 this year! Bloody 25 years-old!
Ok now the exclamation marks are making me dizzy, cut the drama
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I would create an UNLIKE button exclusively for year 2009
Press Ctrl + A and hit Delete
No matter how much i have learned from last year
I wouldn't go all hypocrite and say thanks or hug the rusted year
What? You're saying i am blaming it to the year? Screw you
I say what i want to say HERE - THIS IS MY SPACE MY WAY
I deserve to get insane once in a while to keep myself sane most of the time
I can curse all the way and still have a blast for year 2010!
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You stupid year 2009 i loathe the fact you made me start a whole new year brokenhearted
and persistently haunting me with your sadden memories
The meanest thing you've ever done is to let me be 24 where all mistakes must be handled with perfect sense and sorrows are supposed to left unspoken then compartmentalized
I wrote it all here my melancholy and when i read back it's as if you're rubbing them onto my face mocking me MY WEAKNESS
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Dust in my eyes
Hair on my face
but i am still throwing punches
You better return my confidence before i bite your head down
I swear on my LX3 i would do it!
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Hereby ending the madness
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I come undone, year 2010

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