BITTER

I was coughing and had flu for the past few days due to the late night showers. As usual i wasn't paying any attention to it until it escalate into something serious. Monday i was coughing and sneezing non-stop in my cubicle and by evening i'm already a lil feverish. Drove my sick ass home and stuggled to get to studio. When i get off the car i picked up my phone wanted to sms someone/anyone to complains ("oh-loh" in hokkien) about it but drats, no credit. And also, i do not know who i should sms to. Seriously. So i went to Guardian, bought a pack of Panadol ActiveFast, break a tablet into half (kia-si) and swallow, together with my complains. Well, it has been this way for what i feel like a decade now. If there is an option this would be my last solution but...here i am..

我也要旅行

看着你的照片 揣测你的心情
都是雨天
我想你 你想她
怎么不是雨天
无论如何
照片超棒的！偶像 ^_^

A Cup to Hell

I have way too much coffee for the past one year. I think imma die from it eventually. If that is the case (unfortunately), please do come to my funeral with a cup of Starbucks.

Sam Sparro - Black and Gold

And the stars fell out of the sky
And my tears rolled into the ocean
Now i'm looking for a reason why
You even set my world into motion

I have been listening to this song the entire day. Head over heel my dear. A lil sexay whole lot of seduction - black and gold, black and gold, black and gold. If only you could see me dance to this song..then probably you would.. *the rest of the sentence shall only repeat a thousand times in my mind*

I feel a way of something beyond them
I don't see what i can feel
If vision is the only validation
Then most of my life isn't real

Stop asking me why - it's the same as asking you to chose between the ability to fly or being invisible. The question itself is not fair.

Holding back no longer seems that difficult must be a good news (to you). No biggie i find the grass greener when you stop trying to own something. Imma chill~picked that up yesterday. But i gotta have faith LOL.
Nonsense is hereby put to a stop. Night

RANDOM

I miss ah ma and the dog...i wonder how are they doing.

Midnight Ponder

I felt kinda different
although i am still just as terrified
but with a bottom line,
i ponder the possibility
however nothing comes easily
hence i am into it but forbid myself to be into it, entirely
that's the best i can do
do your best too