Cleaning event!

I'm assigned to work on a rather special shift this week because Robert, a colleague from US took a week off for memorial day. I will be working from 3pm to 12am and oncall for the rest of the night. Despite the awkward hours and growing phobia over cellphones, i get to work from home! Sweet deal mother nature~

Kicked off the first oncall night yesterday with some minor work issues over the beginning and cleaning for the rest of the night! Lolz. Well i thought since i'll be spending most of the time at home better make it comfortable for myself. It started off with the work desk, which i rarely use firstly because my brother's old printer was on it and then it is adjacent to my bed so there's practically no space for a chair. Took me good few rounds of wiping before the dirt came off and revealed it's original color, white. Lolz.

Then i saw mum had clean up a wardrobe just so i can finally have space for my clothes!!! I have been wanting a wardrobe so badly because my clothes are always on the floor and it gives me itches since i'm allergic to dusts. Thus the arranging begins and finally decided to donate over half of my clothes to the charity. Now everything(almost) fits perfectly in the wooden wardrobe. *dancing* ^^

When i'm finally done with the bed sheets and wiping the floor, it's approaching 5am. Quickly took a shower and hit the sack, in my fresh, clean room.

毒誓

我珍重发誓！！如果我再唔瘦下来，我就。。。我就。。。肥死！！

Mama's Day

Happy mother's day mum. Too bad there was no photo taken during the dinner, surprised how it never cross my mind for so many years of celebration to take family photo.
Hmmm.

Thank you dear for taking the initiative to participate the dinner, i appreciate that.

A story a day

I felt the urgency to write things down when i was participating in a conversation during my college mate's wedding, and not remembering a trip we made to Kerachut a few years ago. Memory has played me good. I wouldn't want to get old but not have the memories of the years i've spent on earth.

So here it goes.

Have finally picked up a book a few days ago. I love how the weight of the book felt on my hand. Guess i have been giving too much excuses to not read for the longest time in my life.It impacts me profoundly the way i'd have never imagined. Guess this should be everyone's habit for a lifetime.
*By the way i'm reading Eat, Pray, Love at the moment.

There's a man in my life now who cares if my knee hurts from dance. A man who seemingly blur but understand  the importance of dance for me. Perhaps things are still a lil vague at this stage of the relationship but i am looking forward on the future we might share..

Life, is good at the moment.

Finally

Finally.

I've heard this word coming from different people in the last few weeks. Finally we're together they said. Lol why is it finally.

It got me thinking and...yeah, finally.

It's not easy to shake off the negative vibe from last two years to even start considering this possibility. I know it's not easy for him too, to brave himself in pursuing something that could lead to another disappointment. (Thank you, hugs.) A couple hints from myself plus a brave heart of him, yes FINALLY.

With this it doesn't mean the concrete wall i've build for the past two years collapses

Instead it become much solid and dependable

Now,

the wall is no longer the barrier between me and the outside world

It's now standing firmly behind me, providing.

He's my wall.