Finally took my dinner and have a sit down with my lappie...damn hot today, what have happened to the world? It is a very distracting day at the office..i have done everything else other than going through my training material. *blush* In fact, i have no idea where to get started i am lost in the world of SAP, everything seems so important yet too lil' time to dig deep. Usually i'll just give up if things starting to pile up or spinning out of control....what a loser. Am considering every possible root cause...maybe i should start a time table and break everything into lil' module, maybe i should sleep earlier so that i can concentrate on office hours, or maybe i should seek medical consultation...maybe?
I don't think about you that often anymore..i think i'm getting the numb routine again, or that, i just switched off. Feeling much confident noawadays even with my chubby waist. ^_^ Although i still pretty hope that you're missing me, but what can that lead to? An affair? More secret kisses? I am disappointed in this. I wish you well and we will be friends, as always.
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Teardrops On My Guitar - Taylor Swift
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
[Chorus:]
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
[Repeat Chorus]
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
[Chorus:]
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
[Repeat Chorus]
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
19 Feb 08 晴
哎，晚餐又再吃得很饱啦。。。 =____="
不可以不可以
再吃下去肯定完蛋
不行 明天开始要实行我的超级减肥计划。。。明天。。。
已经输得很惨了 不可以连身材也被比下去
加油！
今天的orientation超闷的
昨天又睡不好
听着听着眼睛就眯上了
别担心 本人的睡功一流
不会给抓个着 =p
现在要乖乖去洗衣冲凉K书
努力才会有收获
老套但有道理
希望老天爷发现我的努力
让Intel快点发薪水给我
拜托了！
不可以不可以
再吃下去肯定完蛋
不行 明天开始要实行我的超级减肥计划。。。明天。。。
已经输得很惨了 不可以连身材也被比下去
加油！
今天的orientation超闷的
昨天又睡不好
听着听着眼睛就眯上了
别担心 本人的睡功一流
不会给抓个着 =p
现在要乖乖去洗衣冲凉K书
努力才会有收获
老套但有道理
希望老天爷发现我的努力
让Intel快点发薪水给我
拜托了！
Monday, February 18, 2008
日记
我吓着你了吗
对不起
不应该这样的
只想在一个没有谴责的环境下
把我想说了很久的话
在这里 在心里 对你说
不能期待 不能奢望
在写下每一篇日记前念个一百遍
但写完日记后却想了你一百遍
怎么办
心魔放过我
别让我泥足深陷
很自私的爱着你
所以不可以害了你
对不起
不应该这样的
只想在一个没有谴责的环境下
把我想说了很久的话
在这里 在心里 对你说
不能期待 不能奢望
在写下每一篇日记前念个一百遍
但写完日记后却想了你一百遍
怎么办
心魔放过我
别让我泥足深陷
很自私的爱着你
所以不可以害了你
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Saturday, February 16, 2008
你的手
站在你面前 又再感觉到那无力感
很熟悉的你 仿佛一个伸手 就会再次得到温暖的拥抱
别告诉我 知道了 要放开
放开现在活得很开心的你
我已经不再做垂死挣扎
只是剩下一些还活动着的脑细胞
像坏掉的播放器不断的重温着每个有你的画面
是后悔
没有握紧你的手
现在 那双手已经握着别双手了
我的手 还是空荡荡
畏缩的放在裤袋里
失去勇气的双手
已经再也没有它的用处了
很熟悉的你 仿佛一个伸手 就会再次得到温暖的拥抱
别告诉我 知道了 要放开
放开现在活得很开心的你
我已经不再做垂死挣扎
只是剩下一些还活动着的脑细胞
像坏掉的播放器不断的重温着每个有你的画面
是后悔
没有握紧你的手
现在 那双手已经握着别双手了
我的手 还是空荡荡
畏缩的放在裤袋里
失去勇气的双手
已经再也没有它的用处了
Monday, February 11, 2008
Random
Who am i trying to lie..
i still miss you
I thought this is just another sad period, but it just won't go away, help.I am trying my very best to leave you alone, as you said, you're living a happy life now, i should not disturb that.
But who will care if i am happy now?
It is weird that i'm still sad after so long. You and me....nothing ever happened thus i thought it will go away easily...it won't. I heard your name again today...a chance of meeting you but i am still too weak to be exposed to you. I think i never realize how much you mean to me...i know it doesn't matter anymore, stop telling me that..
It's regret and depress and everything else that has got to do with you. I love you.
i still miss you
I thought this is just another sad period, but it just won't go away, help.I am trying my very best to leave you alone, as you said, you're living a happy life now, i should not disturb that.
But who will care if i am happy now?
It is weird that i'm still sad after so long. You and me....nothing ever happened thus i thought it will go away easily...it won't. I heard your name again today...a chance of meeting you but i am still too weak to be exposed to you. I think i never realize how much you mean to me...i know it doesn't matter anymore, stop telling me that..
It's regret and depress and everything else that has got to do with you. I love you.
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