Don't Take Me too Seriously

I still want us back
I still believe in our love
I still miss you every single non-occupied bit in my brain
But i was told it doesn't matter what i want what i think
It is not up to me now
I know what i have promised
But i don't see a reason to live
well
Nor i can find a way to die
I just couldn't see the road ahead
Maybe i will one day maybe i will not
I don't want to say positive thing just to please others
No one can help
I can only help myself
If i want to
Stay tune

How many times can I break till I shatter?
Over the line can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
Give me a break let me make my own pattern
All that it takes is some time but I'm shattered
I always turn the car around